Break a Leg

Near the western edge of Calgary stands a legacy. From a distance you can easily see a tall tower, standing at the edge of a hill. Jutting out from it are several ramps, whose purpose the tower supports. The slope of the hill is dotted with Ts, row after row of them with a function that’s hard to discern from a distance. The entire hill is snow-covered, glistening white, especially at night when the lights flood the landscape making the whole place shine out across the city.

High atop the hill, a spot of colour on a stark background, stands a Canada flag.

Canada-Olympic-Park

Canada Olympic Park.

This park was the home of several events—bobsleigh, ski jumping, some skiing—during the 1988 Winter Olympics. It has always been there, visible from so many places in the city, yet I’d never been up there. Until yesterday.

As part of our explorations while we eagerly await winter, we ventured up to the park to watch a freestyle skiing competition. COP, as it’s affectionately known, is a popular destination for skiers who don’t want to head too far out of the city to get a few runs in. It’s a great place for lessons, or so my husband says, as this is where he learned to ski.

One of the first things I noticed at my new job was one of the digital signs in the building promoting a family ski night at the park in mid-January. “We should go!” I thought, and then thought better of it. I haven’t skied for years. Years. I dread to think what the experience would be like now. (Or maybe I just dread making a fool of myself in front of new co-workers.)

We’ve tossed around the idea of going. It’s cheap, so if I fall flat on my face I can always head inside and attempt to swallow my pride along with some hot chocolate and an apple turnover. It also seems like a good option for introducing Connor to skiing. But, oh lordy, it just seems like such an undertaking.

And then, Saturday afternoon. There we were, all three of us out together walking the dog. We crossed the field near our house, dodging stubborn chunks of snow determined to last until the next snowfall. I chased Connor, then raced him, several times over, to toddler-selected finish lines. The air was brisk – refreshing but not finger-freezing cold. It felt…alive. Vibrant.

Unprompted, my husband brought up the ski night. He seemed hesitant, just as I had been. But then my word for the year came back to me.

We could choose not to go, I said, and say we’ll do it another time. But when? We could easily end up living here for years, never doing any of the things I’m looking forward to so much. Shouldn’t we go now, when the opportunity is there, accessible and inexpensive?

So we’re going.

Wish me luck. Or, at the very least, that I don’t break a leg.

Waiting for Winter

Moving from the mild west coast, we had braced ourselves for the reality of a harsh Canadian winter on the prairies.

Not so much, as it turns out.

At least not so far, anyway. It snowed shortly after we moved, which made for lovely winter walks, but it hasn’t snowed since and it hasn’t even been especially cold.

Everyone keeps commenting on how nice Mother Nature has been to us so far, and I do appreciate it. But I’m secretly a little bit disappointed. I love snow, and I’m perfectly prepared for it to get cold. Plus I’ve got a long list of things I want to do, and many of them are classic winter activities.

There’s still snow on the ground (in some places, anyway) and the local ski hill has been doing a good job making their own. We ventured up there today (more on that tomorrow) and then, with the spirit of adventure and wanting to explore some more, went down to the lagoon to watch people skating.

Apparently it’s just cold enough to keep the lagoon frozen, though it was definitely getting damp in certain areas. We walked around on the ice and watched others skate, gathering once in a while around the fire pits to warm up or drink a warm drink. Music rang out from speakers in the park, and overall it was a perfectly lovely way to spend an afternoon.

Harsh cold or not, we’ll be back with skates in hand.

skating-on-the-lagoon

The Gift of the Present

I spent some time reading blogs this afternoon. After a full Saturday, and a full work week, it was nice to sit down and live in others’ lives for a while.

There are a lot of posts right now about choosing one word. It’s an idea that seems to have taken off and there are more than I would have expected. And there were a lot of similarities in the words chosen. “Calm.” “Serenity.” “Peace.” Being “present.” Even if these words were chosen because of their absence in people’s lives, it felt calming to read them.

One other post jumped out at me. (And now I can’t find it to link to. Sigh. Update: Found it! Thanks Angela.) A mom, of course, and a struggle at bedtime. A head, belonging to a child who’s supposed to be in bed, peeks around the door where mom’s working. A request for a cuddle. Instead of responding with exasperation or an automatic “get in bed!” this mother pauses. She sees the moment for what it is—one of many, yet fleeting—and says yes.

She walks away from her computer and wraps her arms around her child.

I don’t do that enough, especially after bedtime. But tonight, after I was finished my dinner, I had the same request. A small boy holding a bowl of orange ice cream.

“Mama, can I sit with you?”

This isn’t usually my favourite request. I don’t really like him sitting on my lap right after I’ve eaten, and at that point I was browsing through blogs again. But I paused, remembered those words and that post, and said yes.

Tonight I, too, was present. I lived in that moment. And in doing so I found a calming cuddle, serenity in the warmth of a small boy’s back, and the peace that comes from finding your happy place in the squish of a toddler tummy.

 

My One Word

Again this year, my word found me. I clicked a link to a post on the one-word theme and there it was.

You know how things stick in your brain? They take up residence and stand sentry, saying, “For now, you will see everything through my lens.” Ideas do that to me, as do perspectives and my heart’s greatest desires.

And words. Words do that to me all the time.

This one has unequivocally moved in. It has brought its things—its toiletries and its lists and its ambitions—and it appears intent on staying here through the year. So I’ve decided to let it.

colorful-windmills

Image credit: D Sharon Pruitt on Flickr

vibrant

vi·brant [vahy-bruhnt]

adjective

1. pulsating with vigor and energy: the vibrant life of a large city.

2. vigorous; energetic; vital: a vibrant personality.

 

Vibrant.

Alive.

Full of life.

Last year, my word (“seek”) was a verb. I never realized it until now, comparing the two. But a verb it was, and a verb was what I needed.

This year my word is an adjective, and that seems appropriate too. It describes how I want to be, and feel, and live my life.

So “vibrant” it is.

2012, let’s do this.

Looking Forward


Our list of planned adventures for
this year feels endless, in the
most beautiful way. We’re going to
skate
ski
snowshoe
drive
explore
travel
and that is just for starters.

mountain_snow_laszlo

Image credit: laszlo-photo on Flickr

We’ll spend time at the zoo.
We’ll visit dusty, old dinosaur bones.
And venture out to the mountains.

Maybe even a dog sled tour.
(You think the 3-year-old will last?)

Favourite little mountain towns await us,
And I know how it’ll go.
We’ll plan all our weekend adventures,
And 2012 will go by too fast.

But that’s what life is about.

 

I haven’t participated in Six Word Friday for a while and when I saw this week’s theme (“looking forward”) I thought it was a great chance to share my excitement over the things we have planned for the year. 

P.S. Thanks for your ideas and inspiration on yesterday’s one word post. I think my word has found me. I’m going to let it sit for a bit, but I think I’ve got it, and it’s very relevant to the above and all the things we want to do and explore in our new ‘hood.