Looking Forward


Our list of planned adventures for
this year feels endless, in the
most beautiful way. We’re going to
skate
ski
snowshoe
drive
explore
travel
and that is just for starters.

mountain_snow_laszlo

Image credit: laszlo-photo on Flickr

We’ll spend time at the zoo.
We’ll visit dusty, old dinosaur bones.
And venture out to the mountains.

Maybe even a dog sled tour.
(You think the 3-year-old will last?)

Favourite little mountain towns await us,
And I know how it’ll go.
We’ll plan all our weekend adventures,
And 2012 will go by too fast.

But that’s what life is about.

 

I haven’t participated in Six Word Friday for a while and when I saw this week’s theme (“looking forward”) I thought it was a great chance to share my excitement over the things we have planned for the year. 

P.S. Thanks for your ideas and inspiration on yesterday’s one word post. I think my word has found me. I’m going to let it sit for a bit, but I think I’ve got it, and it’s very relevant to the above and all the things we want to do and explore in our new ‘hood.

Once Upon a Christmas

Hundreds of years ago life was different—simpler—and I feel it as we walk through the square. Beyond the gates, the snow crunches beneath our feet. The air is crisp, and we quickly pull on hats and gloves.

It’s quiet – quietly festive, that is. People mill around looking at garlands and holly and bright red bows outside the town halls, the general store, the old schoolhouse. Dodging horses they wander, skating on the snow in a roundabout pursuit of milky hot chocolate or crisp hot apple cider. The wagons drive past, the horses beautiful and proud, the passengers cuddled beneath woollen blankets as they breathe in the sweet smell of hay.

Coming to Heritage Park was on my list of must-do things before Christmas, and it didn’t disappoint.

green-door

The bright green trim on the door of the old house pops, making the weathered white fade into the background.

 

old-fashioned-schoolhouse

The old schoolhouse stands ready, its path cleared, waiting for students to skip in from the cold.

 

old-town-hall

The red town hall is festive all year round.

 

railway-sign

“Beware,” the railway crossing sign says with specific politeness.

 

heritage-house

Home for the holidays? I wish. (How retro that would be.)

 

Christmas-lamppost

The lamppost cheerfully lights people’s way.

 

old-town-buildings

The main street offers anything you might need.

 

oldwindmill

High on the hill, a long-retired windmill stands strong and tall.


In my world, it doesn’t take much to make magic at Christmas.

Merry Christmas, everyone. May you find some magic too.
~ Robin 

Link-up: Farewell to 2011 in photos

How would you describe 2011 in words? It’s hard for me to pick just one.

Enlightening.

Frightening. 

Joyous. 

Anxiety-ridden. 

Unexpected.

Life-changing. 

2011 included my worst personal experience to date.

It included one of my best personal experiences to date.

It was the year I went public with my experience with PPD.

It was the year I started this blog (almost exactly one year ago, in fact).

2011 was the year I took 4 1/2 months off work and saw a psychiatrist and was significantly medicated. It was the year I quit the job I used to love and moved with my family away from the city I grew up in. It was the year I learned to call myself a writer.

All those things are so indescribably unexpected. A year ago I had no idea I would be where I am today. NO idea. And I couldn’t be more grateful – for all of it.

But while those are the things I will remember most about this year, there are lots of other things that happened too and together they make up what 2011 was about for me. All those big things are captured on this blog, but only some of the small things are. And they should have a place here too, don’t you think?

So here’s what I’m going to do: After Christmas, I’m going to put together a post that includes a photo to represent each month of the year. It might depict something big, and it might be something small that I just want to remember. I’ll post it and include a linky and anyone who wants to play along is welcome to link up.

And…there’s a prize.

One winner will be randomly chosen from those who link up to receive a complimentary registration in the Brave Girls Club’s Soul Restoration I class.

This class is described as an “enjoyable and powerful workshop…designed to help you really really think and hear your own soul again…to help you remember what brings you the most joy, to realize & remember all of the things that you are good at and that make your heart sing…to get back on track and to unleash the courage and motivation to stay on track….to reunite with your soul.”

Brave Girls ClubA perfect way to start 2012, I would say.

So enjoy the festivities, however you celebrate, and then reflect on the last year, choose some photos and join in. The link-up will be open from Dec. 26 to Jan. 2, and a winner will be randomly chosen on Jan. 3.

Happy reflecting.

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Paradigm Shift

I walk every day, and everything is new.

There’s no doubt I’m somewhere different.

sunset and snowy field

The community we live in now is not one I was familiar with. We chose it, bought a house, and moved here, knowing nothing. Being here is an evolution, a revolution, a metamorphosis.

I’m revelling in the ordinariness of life when it is anything but. Exploring a new grocery store is an adventure. Sideways traffic lights and fire hydrants that are yellow instead of red are notable, if only to me.

Every side street and every path holds promise. Footsteps disappear between the trees and I follow them.

footsteps in the snow

An open space. Late afternoon sun lighting the trees on fire.

walking path in the snow

 Further down, the horizon peeks through.

sunset through the trees

Snow is heavy on the branches. Sparkling white, gentle, pristine.

snow-covered tree

Bright red berries speak of the season.

red berries in the snow

Even the birds have a place to retreat to.

birdhouse in the snow

I have walked a lot over the last few years because the dog demands it, but it was always one more thing on the to-do list. A pain, not a pleasure. I walked but didn’t see.

snow covered housesNow I walk every day. A choice, not a chore. And I see because I’m looking.

And I’m watching my paradigm shift.

Chasing Sunsets

We’ve lived here for a week. It feels like our house although it doesn’t yet feel like home.

Late last week it snowed. A lot. I watched it come down, my response to this first snowfall as a permanent resident of this winter town nothing less than total glee. I love snow like no one else I know.

deep-snow-backyard

I have two boys who have been sick on and off since we arrived (I suspect their tummies react to stress like my back does, which is to say angrily) and a dog who appears to be settling in all right, although for the first few days he was velcroed to us like a shadow, desperate to make sure he wasn’t left behind in this strange new place.

But he, too, likes the snow. We’ve been walking, up and down streets, exploring this strange new place. There are jack rabbits on the streets and at night they bound ahead of us, surprising me. I’m not used to them – deer yes, large rabbits no. Surely nothing with that much bounce and determination could be a bunny, I think, but they are, their ears and large hind legs coming clear under the street lights.

We’re the last community at the western-most edge of the city—the city limit sign is right around the corner—and when we head out from home it’s just a couple of turns and a short stretch of road before we get to the outer edge. That’s my favourite thing so far. We round a bend in the road and there before us are mountains as far as the eye can see – right to left, the whole horizon is filled with snow-covered crags. It’s as though you can see the whole of the Canadian Rockies right there outside our doorstep. My breath catches every time. I will never tire of it.

Tonight I was coming home from the grocery store at sunset and it looked like the mountains were on fire. Large swaths of pink and blue, with one peak a fiery gold. I chased the sunset – driving up and down streets looking for the best view. No photo I took did it justice. I could have stayed out there forever watching the sun rise and fall, rise and fall, leaving the mountains alight.

winter-sunset

We don’t yet have our stuff (though we bought a new bed, and thank goodness). Apparently the rest may arrive tomorrow and we’ll finally be able to settle in. I’ve been living on anxiety and adventure, swinging from one to the next like a monkey on a vine. I’m looking forward to less of the former and more of the latter. I’m looking forward to furniture and a shorter to-do-to-get-settled-in list. I’m looking forward to tromping through snow and chasing more sunsets.

Chasing sunsets is good for the soul.

 

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