This philosophy, which I mostly manage to maintain, got me where I am today. And it will take me where I’m going next.
I believe this, and I believe we all can. Do you? What stops you from believing?
This philosophy, which I mostly manage to maintain, got me where I am today. And it will take me where I’m going next.
I believe this, and I believe we all can. Do you? What stops you from believing?
I’m working on so many things right now to try to get myself back to a place where I actually feel okay. This week’s Six Word Fridays word – “near” – seemed apropos, and I can sum up how I feel right now without having to say much more:
Making progress, getting closer, drawing near.
We pulled into our driveway last night and could hear our dog – having spent the past week waiting to see if we’d ever come back – barking madly. Upon opening the door, he came storming out. He jumped. He licked. He ran circles around us.
We’re home.
The trip – despite some moments of going crazy – was great. A few observations:
It’s amazing what happens when we open ourselves up to new things. I didn’t know what would happen when I had a baby. When it didn’t go as expected I got stuck. And I got sick, which made it hard for me to realize there were other ways to look at the situation.
When I started blogging, I just wanted to write. I wanted to get the PPD swirl out of my head. I didn’t know that I was making a choice to share this with so many people because I didn’t know all of you were out there.
I have been afraid of things. I have had dreams and have been too scared to do anything about them. Some of my dreams are small. Some are big. Some are desires I can’t explain but that have lived in me always.
There are a lot of options before me now that relate to those dreams. I don’t mean to be cryptic, but I don’t have enough information yet to know where all this is going. I’m just trying to have faith that it’s going where it’s meant to.
At first I thought some of these things would require decisions.
But maybe “decisions” isn’t the right word. Maybe the word is “choices.”
I know what I can do, and as a result I know what I could do.
But it’s not about that. It’s about knowing – and showing – who I truly am, and that opens up a world of choices.
I love these books, and I know this quote. I saw this on a friend’s board on Pinterest today and got a little teary, because I know exactly what he means.
So I did it. I bought a ticket to BlogHer 11.
I knew the conference was happening. I sort of wanted to go. But me? Nah. I’m too new. I can’t go. I can’t spend the money.
But sometimes the signs point you in a different direction.
There have been a few of them (and no, they’re not the BlogHer team doing a good job at marketing!). And one day I knew it: I want to go. I need to go. I’m meant to go.
So I’m going.
I’ve told my inner introvert to suck it up and I’ve agreed to room with 3 (possibly 4?) other women I’ve never met. This means no room of my own to escape to when I need a break. This means leaving any shyness at home and letting strangers see what I look like first thing in the morning. It might mean abandoning my usual hotel-room tradition of using the close-up mirrors to examine my pores and pluck my eyebrows. (But probably not.)
I’m also going to attend a Pathfinder day, where I’ll get to participate in a workshop with one of my idols on using your blog as a life changer.
The experience might be life-changing. It might be fun. I’m definitely going to learn something. So no matter the outcome it will be worth it.
I will find alone time when I need it. But I’m expecting to find a lot of other things I think I need more.
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